1 00:00:52,970 --> 00:00:56,639 I don't know if Robert even remembers it by now 2 00:00:56,640 --> 00:00:59,184 but I met him first. 3 00:00:59,935 --> 00:01:01,811 That night, all those years ago, 4 00:01:01,812 --> 00:01:06,024 leaning against the kitchen cabinets, wasted on cheap beer… 5 00:01:07,317 --> 00:01:08,569 I made him laugh 6 00:01:09,152 --> 00:01:13,866 and it was so spontaneous and natural. 7 00:01:15,617 --> 00:01:17,202 I knew he felt it too. 8 00:01:18,495 --> 00:01:21,665 But then she walked over, and I introduced them. 9 00:01:22,291 --> 00:01:24,543 "Robert, this is Nancy." 10 00:01:40,976 --> 00:01:42,269 What is it? 11 00:01:46,648 --> 00:01:48,025 Oh, my God. 12 00:02:42,454 --> 00:02:44,373 It doesn't even look like her. 13 00:02:45,290 --> 00:02:48,794 It's Nancy obviously, but it doesn't look like her. 14 00:02:50,963 --> 00:02:53,130 I defended Davide. 15 00:02:53,131 --> 00:02:56,301 I really thought this didn't make any sense. 16 00:02:58,011 --> 00:02:59,012 It doesn't. 17 00:02:59,638 --> 00:03:01,556 Everyone gets to see this now 18 00:03:01,557 --> 00:03:04,141 and think whatever they want before I've even had a chance to… 19 00:03:04,142 --> 00:03:05,602 I know, but… 20 00:03:07,980 --> 00:03:13,735 I hope you know that whatever it is that you are feeling, you can tell me. 21 00:03:15,529 --> 00:03:16,613 I mean, it's… 22 00:03:19,658 --> 00:03:21,951 bad enough to imagine her with someone else, 23 00:03:21,952 --> 00:03:23,328 but seeing that… 24 00:03:26,999 --> 00:03:29,751 I thought that when they had the guy in custody, there'd… 25 00:03:31,545 --> 00:03:35,716 be some sense of relief. 26 00:03:40,762 --> 00:03:41,763 There's none. 27 00:03:43,515 --> 00:03:45,142 Do you feel any? 28 00:03:47,102 --> 00:03:49,271 No. Not really. 29 00:03:50,189 --> 00:03:54,359 Despite all that… I still love her. 30 00:03:57,404 --> 00:03:59,573 I'd give anything to get her back. 31 00:04:01,200 --> 00:04:02,284 Is that crazy or… 32 00:04:03,785 --> 00:04:04,786 No. 33 00:04:07,497 --> 00:04:08,999 No, it's not crazy. 34 00:04:16,089 --> 00:04:17,591 This is me. 35 00:04:22,554 --> 00:04:23,847 - Hey. - Yes? 36 00:04:27,226 --> 00:04:29,770 Thank you for coming with me today. 37 00:04:30,604 --> 00:04:34,024 It was nice being somewhere important to her. 38 00:04:34,775 --> 00:04:36,777 Even if it was just for a little bit. 39 00:04:48,080 --> 00:04:49,540 - Thank you. - Thank you. 40 00:04:55,712 --> 00:04:56,713 Oh, shit. 41 00:04:58,757 --> 00:04:59,758 Hey. 42 00:05:01,885 --> 00:05:07,849 Well, I came to confront you about leaving me on "read," but… wow. 43 00:05:07,850 --> 00:05:09,350 I'm sorry. 44 00:05:09,351 --> 00:05:11,519 You know, if you had other plans, you could've just told me. 45 00:05:11,520 --> 00:05:14,272 I had previous plans to go to the ballet with a friend, 46 00:05:14,273 --> 00:05:16,566 and I'm… I… My phone was on silent. 47 00:05:16,567 --> 00:05:18,694 You know, it feels like you don't take me seriously. 48 00:05:19,444 --> 00:05:23,531 I thought we both understood that I'm not interested in serious, J. 49 00:05:23,532 --> 00:05:25,116 That's not what I meant. 50 00:05:25,117 --> 00:05:28,828 What I meant is you don't respect me, like, as a person. 51 00:05:28,829 --> 00:05:29,913 I do. 52 00:05:30,539 --> 00:05:33,249 J, this is not an easy time for me right now. 53 00:05:33,250 --> 00:05:35,877 It's not really even about tonight, though, right? 54 00:05:35,878 --> 00:05:37,879 I mean, after the St. Patrick's Day party, you… 55 00:05:37,880 --> 00:05:40,131 you come over two hours after you said you would. 56 00:05:40,132 --> 00:05:41,299 The night your friend died, 57 00:05:41,300 --> 00:05:43,634 I mean, you text me at 9:00 p.m., you show up at 1:00. 58 00:05:43,635 --> 00:05:46,470 - What is that about? - No, it was just after 10:00. 59 00:05:46,471 --> 00:05:48,639 - No, it was definitely later than that. - No, it wasn't. 60 00:05:48,640 --> 00:05:50,392 El, I stayed up. 61 00:05:52,811 --> 00:05:55,271 We should not be talking about this in the street. 62 00:05:55,272 --> 00:05:57,107 I think we should go upstairs. 63 00:05:57,816 --> 00:06:00,109 I think we should open a bottle of wine 64 00:06:00,110 --> 00:06:03,113 and maybe try to talk about this like adults. 65 00:06:04,198 --> 00:06:06,365 - Yeah? - You said wine. 66 00:06:06,366 --> 00:06:09,286 It's the wine that got you, not the adult part. 67 00:07:33,078 --> 00:07:34,079 Morning. 68 00:07:34,788 --> 00:07:37,248 - Hey. - No milk. No sugar. 69 00:07:37,249 --> 00:07:39,584 Just coffee grounds and hot water. 70 00:07:39,585 --> 00:07:41,085 - Your favorite. - Thank you. 71 00:07:41,086 --> 00:07:42,087 Yeah. 72 00:07:43,547 --> 00:07:44,922 You're gonna be late for work. 73 00:07:44,923 --> 00:07:46,842 You know, I think my boss will understand. 74 00:07:47,968 --> 00:07:50,052 Oh, wow. 75 00:07:50,053 --> 00:07:52,805 You know, I didn't know you were into fishing. Are you? 76 00:07:52,806 --> 00:07:53,891 I'm not. 77 00:07:55,767 --> 00:07:59,770 Okay, well, you know, if you wanna learn, I know this great spot at Lake Gregory-- 78 00:07:59,771 --> 00:08:02,315 J, you should really get to the office. 79 00:08:02,316 --> 00:08:05,484 Yeah. No, I… I should. 80 00:08:05,485 --> 00:08:08,404 Let me do that. I'll… I'll see you there. 81 00:08:08,405 --> 00:08:09,406 Yeah. 82 00:08:22,044 --> 00:08:24,921 - I call chocolate. - I wanted the chocolate one. 83 00:08:24,922 --> 00:08:26,088 Too bad. I called dibs. 84 00:08:26,089 --> 00:08:28,675 I'm sorry, sweetheart. I have to honor the dibs. 85 00:08:29,259 --> 00:08:33,221 Backpacks on in 20 minutes, girls. What do you say to Aunt Ellie? 86 00:08:33,222 --> 00:08:34,805 - Thank you, Aunt Ellie. - Welcome. 87 00:08:34,806 --> 00:08:36,516 - Thank you. - Is it too much sugar? 88 00:08:36,517 --> 00:08:37,643 There's no such thing. 89 00:08:38,393 --> 00:08:39,726 I wish you were my mother. 90 00:08:39,727 --> 00:08:40,811 So, what were you gonna tell me 91 00:08:40,812 --> 00:08:42,187 - about the ballet? - That's it. 92 00:08:42,188 --> 00:08:44,273 Okay, so, what, I'm just not allowed to use the car anymore? 93 00:08:44,274 --> 00:08:45,441 This is what happens, Marcus. 94 00:08:45,442 --> 00:08:47,944 When you sit in my car and vape in secret, it's gonna keep doing this. 95 00:08:47,945 --> 00:08:49,028 - I wasn't vaping. - Hey, guys. 96 00:08:49,029 --> 00:08:50,112 - Hey, El. - Eleanor. 97 00:08:50,113 --> 00:08:51,864 Hey, Mom, could you tell him to cut me some slack? 98 00:08:51,865 --> 00:08:53,241 - I'm trying to ask for a jump. - Sweetie. 99 00:08:53,242 --> 00:08:55,576 - Why don't you go outside with your dad? - Let's find the jumper cables. 100 00:08:55,577 --> 00:08:57,995 - I am so sorry about all of this. - No, it's okay. 101 00:08:57,996 --> 00:09:00,039 I promise, you will have my full attention. 102 00:09:00,040 --> 00:09:01,958 - I'm just gonna… - Let me just make some room. 103 00:09:01,959 --> 00:09:05,044 - Oh, God. I'm so sorry. - Oh, no, no, that's okay. I'll get it. 104 00:09:05,045 --> 00:09:06,463 I'll get it. Ellie, let me get that… 105 00:09:11,134 --> 00:09:12,970 - What is this? - It's nothing. 106 00:09:13,470 --> 00:09:15,514 Nothing? It's a police report. 107 00:09:18,016 --> 00:09:19,684 They're public records. 108 00:09:19,685 --> 00:09:21,727 Yes, but why do you have them? 109 00:09:21,728 --> 00:09:24,647 Because something doesn't feel right. 110 00:09:24,648 --> 00:09:26,274 I know Davide was arrested, 111 00:09:26,275 --> 00:09:28,776 but he was arrested for robbery, not murder, 112 00:09:28,777 --> 00:09:32,071 because of some random informant's testimony. 113 00:09:32,072 --> 00:09:33,781 I mean, come on, it's sketchy. 114 00:09:33,782 --> 00:09:37,785 The news is trying to connect it to Nancy, and it's not. 115 00:09:37,786 --> 00:09:40,914 So, you're investing a lot of time on this. 116 00:09:41,540 --> 00:09:45,002 Don't do that. Don't make me sound like I'm fragile. 117 00:09:46,211 --> 00:09:48,087 I get enough of that around here. 118 00:09:48,088 --> 00:09:49,089 Okay. 119 00:10:01,268 --> 00:10:04,229 Thank you. I just couldn't get myself to do it. 120 00:10:05,480 --> 00:10:06,856 I get it. 121 00:10:06,857 --> 00:10:10,735 I keep staring at old text messages from her that I can't delete. 122 00:10:10,736 --> 00:10:11,737 Yeah. 123 00:10:12,988 --> 00:10:16,283 - Was this your breakfast? - I haven't had much of an appetite. 124 00:10:16,867 --> 00:10:18,202 Something else going on? 125 00:10:19,161 --> 00:10:23,122 It's just I don't wanna bother you with it on top of everything else. 126 00:10:23,123 --> 00:10:24,124 What is it? 127 00:10:26,877 --> 00:10:31,589 Kit asked me today what I'm doing for Cora's birthday this weekend. 128 00:10:31,590 --> 00:10:33,090 I totally forgot about it. 129 00:10:33,091 --> 00:10:35,927 So now I'm trying to figure out this DJ for some silent disco 130 00:10:35,928 --> 00:10:37,720 that I have no idea if she's even into, 131 00:10:37,721 --> 00:10:40,890 and I'm googling "17-year-old girl birthday party." 132 00:10:40,891 --> 00:10:43,644 Careful. You don't wanna end up on a list. 133 00:10:44,353 --> 00:10:47,105 Thanks. Now, I feel like an idiot and a pervert. 134 00:10:50,984 --> 00:10:53,779 What kind of father forgets his own daughter's birthday? 135 00:10:54,279 --> 00:10:55,613 I can't believe it. 136 00:10:55,614 --> 00:10:57,865 - One married to Nancy. - Yeah. 137 00:10:57,866 --> 00:10:59,825 You've never had to think about any of this. 138 00:10:59,826 --> 00:11:01,869 Yeah, but I wanna at least try, you know? 139 00:11:01,870 --> 00:11:04,706 It's her first birthday after… 140 00:11:08,752 --> 00:11:10,753 Nancy always made them magical. 141 00:11:10,754 --> 00:11:13,047 I'm not gonna give a speech, I swear. 142 00:11:13,048 --> 00:11:16,884 Sixteen years ago, the greatest gift came into my life, 143 00:11:16,885 --> 00:11:20,096 and today, we get to celebrate her. 144 00:11:20,097 --> 00:11:23,599 So, without further ado, the birthday girl. 145 00:11:23,600 --> 00:11:25,394 My baby girl Cora. 146 00:11:28,438 --> 00:11:29,815 Have fun tonight. 147 00:11:56,884 --> 00:11:58,552 I just don't wanna fuck it up. 148 00:12:00,179 --> 00:12:01,888 I could help. 149 00:12:01,889 --> 00:12:05,641 I mean, I've been to my fair share of Nancy festivities. 150 00:12:05,642 --> 00:12:08,436 I think I could try to figure it out. 151 00:12:08,437 --> 00:12:11,772 - It's not too much? - It's Cora. What's too much? 152 00:12:11,773 --> 00:12:14,942 - There is no too much. - Thank you. 153 00:12:14,943 --> 00:12:17,028 Yeah. Yeah. Okay. 154 00:12:17,029 --> 00:12:19,865 - Just send me what you have so far, okay? - Yeah. Okay. 155 00:12:26,330 --> 00:12:29,833 Detective Ganz, are you looking to buy in this neighborhood? 156 00:12:30,417 --> 00:12:32,753 Not with what they pay me, sadly. 157 00:12:33,670 --> 00:12:34,755 She's beautiful. 158 00:12:35,297 --> 00:12:37,382 - Thank you. - Incredible lines. 159 00:12:38,008 --> 00:12:42,095 Not many people would custom paint a vintage 450 SL, though. 160 00:12:42,721 --> 00:12:45,515 Then again, if money is no object, what does it matter 161 00:12:45,516 --> 00:12:48,644 if you devalue a classic in mint condition? 162 00:12:50,270 --> 00:12:52,272 - To each his own. - Yeah. 163 00:12:52,981 --> 00:12:53,982 Have a good day. 164 00:12:54,566 --> 00:12:56,610 Actually, if you don't mind… 165 00:12:58,445 --> 00:13:00,029 I'm sure you've seen this picture. 166 00:13:00,030 --> 00:13:04,659 - Yeah, it's all over the news. - Yeah. I have studied this picture a lot, 167 00:13:04,660 --> 00:13:10,582 and what I can't get over is the… the look on Mrs. Hennessey's face. 168 00:13:11,542 --> 00:13:15,878 Right? She looks relaxed, not a bit out of place. 169 00:13:15,879 --> 00:13:17,380 But it doesn't track. 170 00:13:17,381 --> 00:13:21,843 What does a Pasadena socialite have in common with this crowd? 171 00:13:21,844 --> 00:13:24,263 She wasn't always a socialite. 172 00:13:25,055 --> 00:13:26,848 She had a life before Robert. 173 00:13:26,849 --> 00:13:28,267 What kind of life? 174 00:13:29,059 --> 00:13:30,351 A tough one. 175 00:13:30,352 --> 00:13:34,272 Alcoholic mother, abusive stepfather, trailer park. 176 00:13:34,273 --> 00:13:36,358 It was not easy. 177 00:13:36,859 --> 00:13:39,695 Yeah, yeah. No, we looked into her history. 178 00:13:40,737 --> 00:13:42,613 That kinda makes this even more peculiar. 179 00:13:42,614 --> 00:13:45,199 - Why? - Well, a woman like that, 180 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:49,204 what does she have in common with Robert and his family? 181 00:13:50,581 --> 00:13:51,915 Or with you? 182 00:13:52,708 --> 00:13:55,960 Is my friendship under investigation? 183 00:13:55,961 --> 00:13:58,380 No. It is not. 184 00:13:59,089 --> 00:14:01,383 Is the robbery charge just bullshit? 185 00:14:02,092 --> 00:14:03,676 I feel like you wouldn't be asking me all this 186 00:14:03,677 --> 00:14:05,721 if you had a real case against Davide. 187 00:14:06,388 --> 00:14:08,390 Are you looking into someone else? 188 00:14:10,767 --> 00:14:12,186 Thank you for your time. 189 00:14:50,182 --> 00:14:52,351 - Shit. - Roll down your window! 190 00:14:55,562 --> 00:14:58,481 You have no right to be following me. This is harassment. 191 00:14:58,482 --> 00:15:01,234 I want your name and your badge number. 192 00:15:01,235 --> 00:15:02,236 I'm not a cop. 193 00:15:03,237 --> 00:15:04,821 I work for Donovan. 194 00:15:09,868 --> 00:15:10,869 Okay. 195 00:15:12,913 --> 00:15:14,998 Have you ever been to a war zone? 196 00:15:15,624 --> 00:15:18,084 The loss of life, it changes you. 197 00:15:18,085 --> 00:15:20,711 So, I had them apply for asylum, 198 00:15:20,712 --> 00:15:24,132 pulled some of those governmental strings we talked about, and… 199 00:15:24,716 --> 00:15:29,262 Long story short, they now have a thriving dental practice. 200 00:15:29,263 --> 00:15:32,807 Their daughter just graduated from Vassar last year. 201 00:15:32,808 --> 00:15:34,059 That's incredible. 202 00:15:35,269 --> 00:15:39,273 Well, when your heart is speaking to you, you ought to listen. 203 00:15:40,190 --> 00:15:43,776 Ladies, if you'll excuse me, I have just a little business to tend to, 204 00:15:43,777 --> 00:15:45,779 but I'll see you at the pool a little later. 205 00:15:49,199 --> 00:15:52,619 That's cute. You use my stories to pick up women? 206 00:15:53,245 --> 00:15:54,329 It's a good story. 207 00:15:55,038 --> 00:15:57,456 And Mom and I do fund your little charity thing, 208 00:15:57,457 --> 00:15:59,041 so it's also my story. 209 00:15:59,042 --> 00:16:01,920 "Little charity thing"? Thanks, Donnie. 210 00:16:02,838 --> 00:16:05,256 The daughter went to Ohio State, by the way. 211 00:16:05,257 --> 00:16:06,424 Vassar sounded better. 212 00:16:06,425 --> 00:16:10,428 - Wow. - So, my guy Winston said you can sprint. 213 00:16:10,429 --> 00:16:12,346 Yeah, when I'm compelled to. 214 00:16:12,347 --> 00:16:15,308 In some families, when somebody's friend dies, 215 00:16:15,309 --> 00:16:18,645 they buy them flowers or a basket or even offer a hug. 216 00:16:19,396 --> 00:16:20,522 Can't relate. 217 00:16:21,190 --> 00:16:24,066 They say it's the curse of the well-bred and the wealthy. 218 00:16:24,067 --> 00:16:26,152 - Okay. - Not enough hugs. 219 00:16:26,153 --> 00:16:27,987 Too much emotional sublimation, you know? 220 00:16:27,988 --> 00:16:31,282 Right. Since your man Winston is done stalking me, 221 00:16:31,283 --> 00:16:34,203 and you can see that I'm very safe, very sound, 222 00:16:34,870 --> 00:16:36,413 maybe you guys go home. 223 00:16:38,457 --> 00:16:39,750 I would love to. 224 00:16:40,501 --> 00:16:42,168 I have better things to do than babysit you. 225 00:16:42,169 --> 00:16:44,337 - But… - But when tragedy strikes, 226 00:16:44,338 --> 00:16:46,798 you do have a tendency to get unpredictable. 227 00:16:47,591 --> 00:16:49,383 - That's not fair. - No? 228 00:16:49,384 --> 00:16:50,468 No. 229 00:16:50,469 --> 00:16:52,553 - When Dad died-- - Don't… No… Don't do that. 230 00:16:52,554 --> 00:16:54,764 Do not bring him into this. 231 00:16:54,765 --> 00:16:57,601 I was in a very different place back then. 232 00:16:59,853 --> 00:17:01,145 Seriously? 233 00:17:01,146 --> 00:17:03,564 If I had confronted you without evidence, you would have denied it. 234 00:17:03,565 --> 00:17:05,650 This is two old friends grieving. 235 00:17:05,651 --> 00:17:06,901 Those look like pretty big smiles 236 00:17:06,902 --> 00:17:09,444 - for grieving. - We are honoring the passion 237 00:17:09,445 --> 00:17:10,864 of somebody we loved. 238 00:17:12,406 --> 00:17:15,827 E, you and I both know you love to fix a broken toy. 239 00:17:16,494 --> 00:17:18,412 Especially a certain nice Caucasian one. 240 00:17:18,413 --> 00:17:20,748 - Maybe if you'd joined the BSU… - What? 241 00:17:20,749 --> 00:17:22,415 - …or some Black sorority… - Here we go. 242 00:17:22,416 --> 00:17:23,793 …you'd be with a Jamal or a Terrell 243 00:17:23,794 --> 00:17:26,379 - instead of stuck on you-know-who. - I cannot. 244 00:17:26,380 --> 00:17:28,005 You're an ass. 245 00:17:28,006 --> 00:17:32,176 Why don't you just admit that you have a blind spot when it comes to Robert? 246 00:17:32,177 --> 00:17:33,637 And you always have. 247 00:17:35,222 --> 00:17:36,223 Are you done? 248 00:17:36,807 --> 00:17:38,809 Stop fucking following me. 249 00:18:47,878 --> 00:18:48,879 They had a warrant. 250 00:18:49,796 --> 00:18:51,965 A warrant for what? 251 00:18:52,758 --> 00:18:54,300 Some of Nancy's things. 252 00:18:54,301 --> 00:18:55,885 Our financial records. 253 00:18:55,886 --> 00:18:59,389 They wanted to see if I stood to gain anything from having my wife killed. 254 00:19:00,098 --> 00:19:01,349 Oh, my God. 255 00:19:01,350 --> 00:19:03,060 And they took my laptop. 256 00:19:03,644 --> 00:19:05,811 I was gonna call Kit, but she would've called my father, 257 00:19:05,812 --> 00:19:08,148 and he would've turned this into a whole shitstorm. 258 00:19:10,400 --> 00:19:12,527 I think they're just doing their due diligence, Robert. 259 00:19:12,528 --> 00:19:14,779 - They're not gonna find anything. - Of course not. 260 00:19:14,780 --> 00:19:17,281 I didn't… I wasn't implying that… I was saying that-- 261 00:19:17,282 --> 00:19:18,449 You're right. I'm sorry. 262 00:19:18,450 --> 00:19:20,536 I just… This whole thing is just… 263 00:19:22,955 --> 00:19:26,250 Maybe this isn't the best time to throw a birthday party. 264 00:19:29,378 --> 00:19:30,754 I disagree. 265 00:19:32,172 --> 00:19:35,175 I think we have to keep on living, you know? 266 00:19:35,968 --> 00:19:37,761 Cora deserves some normalcy. 267 00:19:38,679 --> 00:19:39,763 As do you. 268 00:19:41,390 --> 00:19:43,392 And I think it's what Nancy would've wanted. 269 00:19:52,943 --> 00:19:56,946 So, if we are gonna add someone to the team in Liberia, 270 00:19:56,947 --> 00:19:58,699 my vote would be Chelsea. 271 00:19:59,449 --> 00:20:00,784 Has she volunteered? 272 00:20:01,285 --> 00:20:04,078 {\an8}No, but she's shown some initiative. 273 00:20:04,079 --> 00:20:06,582 {\an8}She has great local connections I think might help us. 274 00:20:09,960 --> 00:20:12,379 El… El. 275 00:20:13,797 --> 00:20:15,381 Yes, I'm sorry. 276 00:20:15,382 --> 00:20:16,842 Yeah. No, it's all good. 277 00:20:17,551 --> 00:20:19,427 I can reach out to her, though, if you'd like me to. 278 00:20:19,428 --> 00:20:20,429 Sure. 279 00:20:22,389 --> 00:20:23,472 Hey, J. 280 00:20:23,473 --> 00:20:25,141 This isn't gonna happen, 281 00:20:25,142 --> 00:20:29,980 but the police investigation is getting kinda complicated, so… 282 00:20:31,523 --> 00:20:35,818 if someone were to ask you about me… 283 00:20:35,819 --> 00:20:38,238 I know. I got it. 284 00:20:39,031 --> 00:20:40,531 I won't say anything, okay? 285 00:20:40,532 --> 00:20:41,700 No, you can. 286 00:20:42,618 --> 00:20:44,536 You can tell them that I was at your place. 287 00:20:48,916 --> 00:20:51,000 - I thought we were being discreet. - We are. 288 00:20:51,001 --> 00:20:55,630 But, you know, if somebody asks, then we wanna be helpful. 289 00:20:55,631 --> 00:20:56,881 - Ellie. - Yes? 290 00:20:56,882 --> 00:20:58,049 Do you have a second? 291 00:20:58,050 --> 00:20:59,134 Yes, of course. 292 00:20:59,885 --> 00:21:01,719 Can you give me a second? Sorry. 293 00:21:01,720 --> 00:21:03,222 - Oh, yeah. Of course. - Thank you. 294 00:21:05,766 --> 00:21:07,141 What's up? You okay? 295 00:21:07,142 --> 00:21:08,143 It's my mom. 296 00:21:09,019 --> 00:21:10,937 Someone has to pick her up from the police station. 297 00:21:10,938 --> 00:21:12,689 What? What do you mean? 298 00:21:27,621 --> 00:21:29,664 I've contacted an attorney. He's on his way. 299 00:21:29,665 --> 00:21:32,375 She is not going to answer any questions until he gets here. 300 00:21:32,376 --> 00:21:33,668 We're not arresting her. 301 00:21:33,669 --> 00:21:36,128 I just need someone to take her off our hands. 302 00:21:36,129 --> 00:21:37,505 I don't understand. 303 00:21:37,506 --> 00:21:41,300 I found out that your friend has been harassing my officers. 304 00:21:41,301 --> 00:21:42,718 - What? - Last week alone, 305 00:21:42,719 --> 00:21:46,889 she submitted 20 public records requests, 306 00:21:46,890 --> 00:21:48,850 and today she crossed a line. 307 00:21:48,851 --> 00:21:50,853 Next time, handcuffs. 308 00:21:57,192 --> 00:21:59,569 - What the hell did you do? - Doesn't matter. 309 00:21:59,570 --> 00:22:01,738 No, actually it matters a lot. 310 00:22:03,198 --> 00:22:04,783 - I may have used the C-word. - What? 311 00:22:05,534 --> 00:22:07,785 - While throwing a stapler. - Oh, my God. 312 00:22:07,786 --> 00:22:09,370 - At a wall. - Okay. 313 00:22:09,371 --> 00:22:11,081 - Not a person. - Are you okay? 314 00:22:11,707 --> 00:22:14,542 Look, they wasted all of this time on this Davide thing. 315 00:22:14,543 --> 00:22:17,879 And meanwhile, they won't look at any of my leads. 316 00:22:17,880 --> 00:22:21,007 I circled every single David in our college yearbooks. 317 00:22:21,008 --> 00:22:23,801 I found every David that she follows on social media. 318 00:22:23,802 --> 00:22:27,221 I even found a William David who owns a flower shop in Texas, 319 00:22:27,222 --> 00:22:29,932 and she liked his post on Pinterest, and I just… 320 00:22:29,933 --> 00:22:31,350 I know it sounds crazy, but… 321 00:22:31,351 --> 00:22:33,478 - Do not be mad at me for asking this. - What? 322 00:22:34,771 --> 00:22:36,189 Are you taking the… 323 00:22:36,190 --> 00:22:37,565 No, El, come on. 324 00:22:37,566 --> 00:22:40,651 I haven't taken more than an aspirin in six months, okay? 325 00:22:40,652 --> 00:22:41,653 Okay. 326 00:22:43,447 --> 00:22:45,115 I'm sorry, I can't let this go. 327 00:22:47,409 --> 00:22:49,411 But she told you, El. 328 00:22:50,537 --> 00:22:53,207 She shut me out, and you got to hear things… 329 00:22:54,875 --> 00:22:56,043 And now I never will. 330 00:22:56,877 --> 00:22:58,211 She shut me out too. 331 00:22:58,212 --> 00:23:00,214 There's so much shit I don't know. 332 00:23:02,132 --> 00:23:05,177 I wish I could just distract myself like you can. 333 00:23:06,887 --> 00:23:08,388 With work and Robert. 334 00:23:11,016 --> 00:23:15,394 I think tonight we should just have a very relaxed evening, okay? 335 00:23:15,395 --> 00:23:16,479 I'm gonna get some takeout. 336 00:23:16,480 --> 00:23:18,564 I'm gonna bring it over for you and the kids and Howard. 337 00:23:18,565 --> 00:23:20,984 We're just gonna… chillax. 338 00:23:21,610 --> 00:23:23,194 - Okay. - Okay? Okay. 339 00:23:23,195 --> 00:23:24,779 Didn't realize anyone said that anymore. 340 00:23:24,780 --> 00:23:26,197 I do. 341 00:23:26,198 --> 00:23:27,491 We'll chillax. 342 00:23:49,012 --> 00:23:51,098 Hey, I just came to drop… 343 00:23:51,682 --> 00:23:53,934 Robert. Hey. 344 00:23:55,102 --> 00:23:56,270 Robert! 345 00:23:59,147 --> 00:24:01,358 - Hey. - Hey. 346 00:24:02,067 --> 00:24:03,652 That looked cathartic. 347 00:24:04,361 --> 00:24:05,529 Yeah. 348 00:24:06,446 --> 00:24:10,366 Whenever I wanna drink, I come down here and hit some balls instead. 349 00:24:10,367 --> 00:24:12,160 How long have you been out here? 350 00:24:14,872 --> 00:24:16,999 I guess I really wanted a drink. 351 00:24:18,417 --> 00:24:19,876 Everything okay? 352 00:24:19,877 --> 00:24:21,335 Have you heard from the police? 353 00:24:21,336 --> 00:24:23,212 They dropped off a few of Nancy's boxes, 354 00:24:23,213 --> 00:24:24,506 but aside from that, nothing. 355 00:24:25,132 --> 00:24:26,800 Did hear from your brother, though. 356 00:24:28,177 --> 00:24:29,595 Are you joking? 357 00:24:30,512 --> 00:24:31,846 I was pretty shocked he called me. 358 00:24:31,847 --> 00:24:33,015 It's… It's been so many years. 359 00:24:33,599 --> 00:24:36,143 What… I don't… What did he want? 360 00:24:36,977 --> 00:24:39,270 - Offer his condolences. - Right. 361 00:24:39,271 --> 00:24:42,190 - The guy never liked me. - Come on. 362 00:24:42,191 --> 00:24:43,859 Did… Did I ever tell you what he said to me? 363 00:24:44,776 --> 00:24:46,861 - No. - It was on that fishing trip 364 00:24:46,862 --> 00:24:49,155 with your dad. Freshman year. Spring break. 365 00:24:49,156 --> 00:24:50,281 Yeah. 366 00:24:50,282 --> 00:24:52,074 About an hour after we arrived, 367 00:24:52,075 --> 00:24:55,995 Donovan cornered me and told me that you were strictly off-limits. 368 00:24:55,996 --> 00:24:57,372 Romantically speaking. 369 00:24:58,290 --> 00:25:00,082 Why would he do that? 370 00:25:00,083 --> 00:25:02,835 I'm sure he was just doing the big-brother thing. 371 00:25:02,836 --> 00:25:04,254 I wouldn't hold it against him. 372 00:25:04,796 --> 00:25:06,506 I'm gonna hop in the shower. 373 00:25:06,507 --> 00:25:07,508 Are you sticking around? 374 00:25:08,091 --> 00:25:09,718 - I'm not sure. - Okay. 375 00:25:24,775 --> 00:25:26,443 What decade do you think we're living in? 376 00:25:28,320 --> 00:25:30,613 I've been out in the sun a while. You're gonna have to give me a second. 377 00:25:30,614 --> 00:25:32,031 Do you think this is the dark ages 378 00:25:32,032 --> 00:25:35,618 where you get to decide who I date, and who I don't date? 379 00:25:35,619 --> 00:25:38,496 Because despite what you and our mother believe, 380 00:25:38,497 --> 00:25:41,290 I am an adult. I'm an adult. 381 00:25:41,291 --> 00:25:43,960 I'm somebody who people look up to and rely on. 382 00:25:43,961 --> 00:25:47,130 I make responsible decisions about what I want and what I do. 383 00:25:48,257 --> 00:25:49,258 Okay. 384 00:25:50,259 --> 00:25:51,927 All right, why don't you have a seat? 385 00:25:52,469 --> 00:25:54,596 Tell me what we're so worked up about today. 386 00:25:55,556 --> 00:25:56,640 You called Robert. 387 00:25:58,976 --> 00:26:01,144 That was fast. You two talk a lot, huh? 388 00:26:02,479 --> 00:26:06,440 He told me what you said back then when you first met him. 389 00:26:06,441 --> 00:26:08,944 That you forbade him from dating me. 390 00:26:09,736 --> 00:26:11,154 That's a deep cut. 391 00:26:11,989 --> 00:26:13,197 Do you wanna tell me why? 392 00:26:13,198 --> 00:26:14,365 Come on, E. We both know why. 393 00:26:14,366 --> 00:26:17,619 No, I really don't. I think I might need to hear you say it. 394 00:26:18,203 --> 00:26:19,204 All right. 395 00:26:21,874 --> 00:26:22,875 I see it. 396 00:26:24,418 --> 00:26:29,255 You're both smart, sensitive, like-minded people. 397 00:26:29,256 --> 00:26:33,677 In a vacuum, if the rest of the world doesn't exist… 398 00:26:34,803 --> 00:26:38,098 you're the perfect interracial Ken and Barbie. 399 00:26:39,224 --> 00:26:41,310 - But because the world doesn't-- - Not the world. 400 00:26:42,060 --> 00:26:44,478 - His family. - No, you don't know anything 401 00:26:44,479 --> 00:26:47,356 - about his family. - The Hennesseys are old money, 402 00:26:47,357 --> 00:26:49,066 bone-deep entitlement. 403 00:26:49,067 --> 00:26:53,613 They think accountability is a myth, and ethics are a joke. 404 00:26:53,614 --> 00:26:56,200 Who do you think pulled the strings to get Davide arrested? 405 00:26:56,992 --> 00:26:59,702 That is a classic Hennessey move right there. 406 00:26:59,703 --> 00:27:01,787 Closing ranks to protect their own. 407 00:27:01,788 --> 00:27:04,458 No. You sound ridiculous right now. 408 00:27:05,000 --> 00:27:06,834 Robert did not kill Nancy. 409 00:27:06,835 --> 00:27:09,337 She had a lover. His name was David, 410 00:27:09,338 --> 00:27:10,922 and David killed her. 411 00:27:10,923 --> 00:27:14,383 - So maybe Robert found out about David. - He didn't know about David. 412 00:27:14,384 --> 00:27:16,552 He didn't even know about the affair until I told him, 413 00:27:16,553 --> 00:27:18,680 and by the time I told him, Nancy was already dead. 414 00:27:19,473 --> 00:27:20,682 Wait a second. You… 415 00:27:22,935 --> 00:27:26,729 You told Robert that his wife was stepping out on him? 416 00:27:26,730 --> 00:27:27,731 Yes. 417 00:27:28,524 --> 00:27:30,107 Because he was worried. 418 00:27:30,108 --> 00:27:32,401 He was gonna call the police, and I wanted to help. 419 00:27:32,402 --> 00:27:36,240 It seems like all you do lately is help Robert. 420 00:27:38,700 --> 00:27:40,535 You wanted to be his backup plan. 421 00:27:40,536 --> 00:27:44,455 You have no idea what you are talking about. 422 00:27:44,456 --> 00:27:45,707 - Oh, no? - No. 423 00:27:58,637 --> 00:28:00,638 I can't believe Mommy went to jail. 424 00:28:00,639 --> 00:28:04,225 I didn't. I was practicing civil disobedience, 425 00:28:04,226 --> 00:28:06,353 which we all have a right to do. 426 00:28:09,356 --> 00:28:11,357 But I'm sorry that I scared you guys. 427 00:28:11,358 --> 00:28:12,942 - I wasn't scared. - Okay. 428 00:28:12,943 --> 00:28:13,944 Dad was. 429 00:28:19,032 --> 00:28:21,200 What? Hey, I'm still working on that. 430 00:28:21,201 --> 00:28:22,493 I think we're done here. 431 00:28:22,494 --> 00:28:24,370 That is, unless anyone wants to help me clean up. 432 00:28:24,371 --> 00:28:25,496 - Not it! - Not it. 433 00:28:25,497 --> 00:28:26,873 Hey, hey. No, no, no. H… 434 00:28:26,874 --> 00:28:28,375 Get… Junie, get back here. 435 00:28:28,917 --> 00:28:30,919 - I'll help. I'll help. - Thank you. 436 00:28:32,629 --> 00:28:33,630 They were scared. 437 00:28:34,214 --> 00:28:36,257 They don't wanna say it, but they were. 438 00:28:36,258 --> 00:28:39,428 You just left with no explanation, and then we get a call from the cops. 439 00:28:43,098 --> 00:28:44,516 I know she meant a lot to you, 440 00:28:45,392 --> 00:28:46,727 but so does your family. 441 00:28:48,604 --> 00:28:50,898 They… They're still here. They need you. 442 00:28:51,481 --> 00:28:53,567 - We need you. - I don't know how to… 443 00:28:54,109 --> 00:28:56,236 I don't know how to let it go, okay? 444 00:28:58,822 --> 00:29:02,242 Thank you, Eleanor, for the help and the noodles. 445 00:29:03,827 --> 00:29:04,870 No problem. 446 00:29:17,799 --> 00:29:19,175 He has a right to be concerned. 447 00:29:19,176 --> 00:29:20,552 I know. I know. 448 00:29:22,179 --> 00:29:24,932 Okay, so I need you to keep an open mind. 449 00:29:26,767 --> 00:29:27,850 About what? 450 00:29:27,851 --> 00:29:31,313 I found an address for Davide. 451 00:29:32,940 --> 00:29:35,775 - No. - Aren't you sick of them 452 00:29:35,776 --> 00:29:38,945 thinking that we don't deserve answers because we're just her friends? 453 00:29:38,946 --> 00:29:40,863 - Of course, I am. - He painted her. 454 00:29:40,864 --> 00:29:42,490 He partied with her. 455 00:29:42,491 --> 00:29:45,117 He may know something about what happened. 456 00:29:45,118 --> 00:29:47,162 We can't just interfere with the investigation. 457 00:29:51,667 --> 00:29:53,085 She doesn't talk back. 458 00:29:54,253 --> 00:29:55,546 Who? 459 00:29:56,421 --> 00:30:00,259 There's this grief counselor on YouTube, 460 00:30:02,010 --> 00:30:06,515 and she suggests that you talk to your deceased loved ones. 461 00:30:07,474 --> 00:30:08,975 So I've been trying that. 462 00:30:08,976 --> 00:30:12,186 You know, when people aren't in the house or asleep, 463 00:30:12,187 --> 00:30:14,022 so they don't think I'm crazy. 464 00:30:15,607 --> 00:30:17,358 And I just talk to her. 465 00:30:17,359 --> 00:30:21,320 I tell her, you know, how Artie just lost another tooth, 466 00:30:21,321 --> 00:30:24,658 and how Howard may have a lead on a new job, and… 467 00:30:27,452 --> 00:30:28,620 But she doesn't answer. 468 00:30:34,042 --> 00:30:35,377 She doesn't talk back. 469 00:30:39,256 --> 00:30:41,091 And I have so many questions. 470 00:30:43,177 --> 00:30:44,178 Please help. 471 00:30:54,855 --> 00:30:55,938 Hello. 472 00:30:55,939 --> 00:30:57,815 Leave me the hell alone. 473 00:30:57,816 --> 00:31:01,569 Sir, we're not reporters, we're not police officers. 474 00:31:01,570 --> 00:31:03,613 We're friends of Nancy's. 475 00:31:03,614 --> 00:31:05,032 We just want to talk. 476 00:31:06,074 --> 00:31:07,575 Go away. 477 00:31:07,576 --> 00:31:08,701 No. 478 00:31:08,702 --> 00:31:10,871 We will not go away. 479 00:31:11,788 --> 00:31:14,333 - Let us in. Please. - Mary. 480 00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:16,792 Are you out of your fucking mind? 481 00:31:16,793 --> 00:31:19,505 Please. She was our friend. 482 00:31:21,340 --> 00:31:22,341 Please. 483 00:31:54,581 --> 00:31:58,126 She saw my work at a collector's and reached out. 484 00:31:58,710 --> 00:32:02,380 I thought she was one of those white women who, no offense, 485 00:32:02,381 --> 00:32:06,259 wanted me to paint what they think is their true authentic self. 486 00:32:06,260 --> 00:32:07,553 But after a few sketches, 487 00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:10,721 it was clear that she was someone different. 488 00:32:10,722 --> 00:32:13,057 She wanted me to paint her scars. 489 00:32:13,058 --> 00:32:15,601 She said they were from an accident that she caused. 490 00:32:15,602 --> 00:32:18,229 She said the scars were her fault? 491 00:32:18,230 --> 00:32:20,106 They most definitely were not her fault. 492 00:32:20,107 --> 00:32:25,111 Davide, from the photo, it seemed like you two knew each other so well. 493 00:32:25,112 --> 00:32:28,197 I don't even remember that picture. 494 00:32:28,198 --> 00:32:29,949 She was barely at the party. 495 00:32:29,950 --> 00:32:31,325 I think the guy she brought 496 00:32:31,326 --> 00:32:33,077 - wasn't having a good time. - What? 497 00:32:33,078 --> 00:32:34,745 What do you mean the guy that she brought? 498 00:32:34,746 --> 00:32:36,832 Davide, do you remember what he looked like? 499 00:32:37,916 --> 00:32:38,917 He was white. 500 00:32:39,751 --> 00:32:41,544 Do you think she could've been with Robert? 501 00:32:41,545 --> 00:32:43,964 No. No, he had never seen that photo. 502 00:32:45,883 --> 00:32:46,966 Can you look at this… 503 00:32:46,967 --> 00:32:49,051 - He would've told me. - Hold on. 504 00:32:49,052 --> 00:32:50,720 Can you look at this photo for me? 505 00:32:50,721 --> 00:32:52,597 Do you recognize this man? 506 00:32:52,598 --> 00:32:55,391 If I remembered anything more than his race, I would've said so. 507 00:32:55,392 --> 00:32:57,101 I told the police. It's on them. 508 00:32:57,102 --> 00:32:59,770 - You barely looked at the photo. - No, you've asked your last question. 509 00:32:59,771 --> 00:33:00,856 This… 510 00:33:01,690 --> 00:33:03,901 I was put in jail. And for what? 511 00:33:04,651 --> 00:33:06,569 I did nothing. Nothing. 512 00:33:06,570 --> 00:33:09,489 Okay. We've taken enough of your time. 513 00:33:10,741 --> 00:33:12,034 Thank you. 514 00:33:15,412 --> 00:33:16,580 Where were you? 515 00:33:17,456 --> 00:33:18,582 Excuse me? 516 00:33:19,374 --> 00:33:21,460 Your best friend was in a death spiral. 517 00:33:22,252 --> 00:33:24,337 She was drowning in her own misery. 518 00:33:24,338 --> 00:33:25,672 That's what I saw. 519 00:33:26,256 --> 00:33:27,673 That's what I painted. 520 00:33:27,674 --> 00:33:30,259 So, where were you when she needed you the most? 521 00:33:30,260 --> 00:33:31,594 She wasn't hiding it. 522 00:33:31,595 --> 00:33:35,098 If you didn't see it, it's because you didn't want to. 523 00:33:36,600 --> 00:33:38,769 Come on. Come on, let's go. 524 00:33:42,397 --> 00:33:45,399 I'd like the centerpieces to be a bit more consistent. 525 00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:48,486 And I'd like three people at every corner. I don't want a bottleneck. 526 00:33:48,487 --> 00:33:50,780 - No. The entire time. Okay? Thank you. - …your fault. 527 00:33:50,781 --> 00:33:52,073 Your fault. 528 00:33:52,074 --> 00:33:53,908 - She did not-- - You did not. 529 00:33:53,909 --> 00:33:55,160 I told you over and… 530 00:34:04,294 --> 00:34:06,129 Hey. Everything okay? 531 00:34:06,672 --> 00:34:08,381 Despite my strong objection, 532 00:34:08,382 --> 00:34:11,717 my family went ahead and hired that crisis PR firm to pressure the police. 533 00:34:12,469 --> 00:34:14,179 They're the ones who leaked that photo. 534 00:34:14,763 --> 00:34:16,014 Can you fucking believe it? 535 00:34:16,889 --> 00:34:19,476 They're the reason Davide Boyette was arrested. My family. 536 00:34:20,101 --> 00:34:21,477 That's disgusting. 537 00:34:21,478 --> 00:34:24,147 They thought it would help keep the press off of us. 538 00:34:24,773 --> 00:34:26,189 Apparently, who gives a fuck 539 00:34:26,190 --> 00:34:29,069 if an innocent man has to sit behind bars for weeks? 540 00:34:30,362 --> 00:34:34,533 And you've never met him, right? 541 00:34:35,324 --> 00:34:36,408 Never met who? 542 00:34:36,409 --> 00:34:37,411 Davide. 543 00:34:38,203 --> 00:34:40,289 I mean, the first time you saw him was on the news. 544 00:34:40,998 --> 00:34:43,541 Eleanor, you were here. We saw him together. 545 00:34:43,542 --> 00:34:44,709 What are you getting at? 546 00:34:44,710 --> 00:34:47,295 I'm… No, I'm not getting at anything. I… 547 00:34:49,047 --> 00:34:52,841 I just know what it means to be from a powerful family. 548 00:34:52,842 --> 00:34:56,428 Sometimes you can't see how they're pulling the strings. 549 00:34:56,429 --> 00:35:01,143 Well, you managed to make your own way in the world. 550 00:35:01,852 --> 00:35:03,520 - You think? - Yeah. 551 00:35:04,146 --> 00:35:08,567 I constantly feel them looking over my shoulder. 552 00:35:10,444 --> 00:35:12,529 Yeah, but you do the things that matter to you. 553 00:35:15,073 --> 00:35:17,075 I admire that. 554 00:35:17,576 --> 00:35:18,952 Always have. 555 00:35:20,287 --> 00:35:21,288 Dad? 556 00:35:22,206 --> 00:35:23,207 Dad! 557 00:35:26,919 --> 00:35:28,836 - Hey. - Why are Mom's things boxed up? 558 00:35:28,837 --> 00:35:30,881 I was… I was just organizing. 559 00:35:31,465 --> 00:35:33,299 You can't get rid of them. 560 00:35:33,300 --> 00:35:35,051 Cora, that's not what this is. 561 00:35:35,052 --> 00:35:36,344 You have to understand, 562 00:35:36,345 --> 00:35:38,930 it's very difficult for me to have her things all around… 563 00:35:38,931 --> 00:35:40,933 So, what? You're just gonna erase her? 564 00:35:42,351 --> 00:35:44,810 No. No, he can't do that. 565 00:35:44,811 --> 00:35:46,354 That's impossible, Cora. 566 00:35:46,355 --> 00:35:48,105 This is all I have! 567 00:35:48,106 --> 00:35:51,400 What's in these boxes is all I have of left of my mom. 568 00:35:51,401 --> 00:35:52,735 I understand, sweetie. I… 569 00:35:52,736 --> 00:35:54,696 Cora. Come here. 570 00:36:02,955 --> 00:36:06,959 You know my car belonged to my dad before he passed? 571 00:36:08,335 --> 00:36:12,339 And he gave me this necklace. 572 00:36:13,757 --> 00:36:17,844 And I even have a fishing rod of his hanging on the wall in my apartment 573 00:36:17,845 --> 00:36:20,179 because I want to feel his presence. 574 00:36:20,180 --> 00:36:22,766 So I keep all of those things really close to me. 575 00:36:24,434 --> 00:36:25,602 So you can do that. 576 00:36:26,436 --> 00:36:29,272 You can look at all this stuff and just, 577 00:36:29,273 --> 00:36:33,110 whatever reminds you of her, you take that. You keep it close to you. 578 00:36:34,444 --> 00:36:35,945 And the rest of it, 579 00:36:35,946 --> 00:36:38,949 we will make sure to put somewhere very special. 580 00:36:39,491 --> 00:36:42,744 Like, maybe the Ojai house. 581 00:36:43,912 --> 00:36:47,249 That way you can go there whenever you want to feel her presence. 582 00:36:48,458 --> 00:36:49,459 Okay. 583 00:36:51,712 --> 00:36:53,796 You don't have to let go of your mom. 584 00:36:53,797 --> 00:36:56,633 Your dad would never ask you to do that. 585 00:37:07,436 --> 00:37:08,437 Sweetie. 586 00:37:11,982 --> 00:37:13,066 Hey, thanks. 587 00:37:19,781 --> 00:37:21,742 I don't blame her for calling it off. 588 00:37:22,451 --> 00:37:24,870 She'll probably have more fun back at school anyway. 589 00:37:27,289 --> 00:37:29,123 I really fucked up this birthday. 590 00:37:29,124 --> 00:37:32,084 I'm the one who insisted that you throw her a party. 591 00:37:32,085 --> 00:37:34,129 You've done nothing but help. 592 00:37:34,713 --> 00:37:36,465 I think Cora just needs some time. 593 00:37:37,633 --> 00:37:39,050 It's so unnatural, you know? 594 00:37:39,051 --> 00:37:41,178 Nobody prepares a kid to lose a parent. 595 00:37:41,720 --> 00:37:43,347 No one prepared us. 596 00:37:46,141 --> 00:37:49,561 You know, part of me was relieved when the police came and took her things. 597 00:37:50,395 --> 00:37:54,106 I don't want to erase her, but everywhere I look 598 00:37:54,107 --> 00:37:58,819 is something of hers just shouting at me about this secret life that she had. 599 00:37:58,820 --> 00:38:00,948 A fucking affair that she kept from me. 600 00:38:02,783 --> 00:38:05,619 It's deafening. It's all around. 601 00:38:09,498 --> 00:38:13,252 Well, I think that the Ojai house is gonna be the perfect place for all this stuff. 602 00:38:14,002 --> 00:38:15,003 Yeah. 603 00:38:15,629 --> 00:38:18,048 It's gonna be hard to go out there alone. 604 00:40:05,322 --> 00:40:08,157 She used that on every person in my family. 605 00:40:08,158 --> 00:40:09,826 Everyone hated it. 606 00:40:10,327 --> 00:40:11,994 And nothing made her laugh harder. 607 00:40:11,995 --> 00:40:14,915 Every time she used it, she would laugh for hours. 608 00:40:22,714 --> 00:40:24,007 That's funny. 609 00:40:33,976 --> 00:40:36,395 I didn't know how much pain she was in. 610 00:40:37,938 --> 00:40:43,150 How could I have not seen what she was going through? 611 00:40:43,151 --> 00:40:44,820 Hey, none of us did. 612 00:40:46,196 --> 00:40:47,447 I missed it. 613 00:40:48,198 --> 00:40:50,200 I just… I just missed it. 614 00:40:51,451 --> 00:40:54,161 Hey, it's okay. So did I. 615 00:40:54,162 --> 00:40:55,247 Oh, God. 616 00:44:06,396 --> 00:44:09,441 She asked me once if I liked Robert. 617 00:44:14,404 --> 00:44:16,823 I remember how quickly I said no. 618 00:44:22,412 --> 00:44:27,084 She must have known I was lying. How could she not? 619 00:44:31,922 --> 00:44:36,802 I was never as good as she was at pretending. 620 00:44:37,761 --> 00:44:40,347 At creating my own reality. 621 00:44:43,308 --> 00:44:45,894 So maybe this is my chance. 622 00:44:47,521 --> 00:44:49,398 And maybe she would understand. 623 00:44:50,190 --> 00:44:53,109 Because she was lying too. 624 00:44:53,110 --> 00:44:55,069 Lying to Robert. 625 00:44:55,070 --> 00:44:56,446 Lying to all of us. 626 00:45:07,082 --> 00:45:11,086 Nancy, I need to start with an apology. 627 00:45:11,837 --> 00:45:14,256 My reaction was extreme. 628 00:45:15,424 --> 00:45:19,928 I was horrible to you and I'm sorry I scared you so badly. 629 00:45:20,470 --> 00:45:22,889 But you can hardly blame me for being angry 630 00:45:22,890 --> 00:45:24,641 when you're sleeping with someone else. 631 00:45:28,145 --> 00:45:30,981 Hey. You okay?